Bon Bon

I can smile now, just a little bit more. No...maybe just one tiny smile. Thinking of Stepford Smiler...

Peoples around thought that I've been "well-reward"...but the truth is, I'm not dear :-)

I'm tired to argue it all over again. I accepted it as it's already been written in my fate (letter). Either I'm like it or not, I've to admit it. No Choice! Damn it!hahaha...!

Anyway, sincerely from bottom of my heart, Thanks to Allah for this 'rezeki'.. 

But still, it is my pleasure to share some of it with them... :-)

Remember,   "Yesterday is history", tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift.  I'm looking forward to "tomorrow"...GO PIP! CHAIYOK! CHAIYOK!

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Membebel II

Pernah tak korang tetiba hilang mood nak bekerja...?? Inilah yg aku alami sekarang nih...Aku realize dua tiga menjak ni life aku kat ofis sangat sangat tak productive...Sedangkan pada zahirnya, masa aku byk di spend kat ofis nih...hinggakan member pon labelkan ofis ni dah jadi rumah kedua aku...mana taknya kan weekend keje, public holiday pon terpacak kt sini...Kerja tu pon sebenarnya alhamdulillah lah jugak lebat..ditambah projek lama2 tu tak tutup2...ada keje, tapi aku rasa aku mcm tak buat apa2...argghhh!

Aku sendiri tak tau kenapa? Ada dua tiga kerja tu tertangguh...Aku tau keje tu tak settle, tapi aku still sambil lewa jugak... Tahap kritikal aku nih tak lah sampai aku tak buat langsung keje tu...buat tu buat...tapi satisfaction tu takde...suruh dtg keje weekend, walaupun ade skit "bisikan syaitonnn" kedengarann, akhirnya visible gak aku kt opis..spirit to work tu macam fadely gone..apa pasal haaa??? Bosan? ade sikit laa...Stress?? takkan la kot ..bukan aku PM pon nak kena pikir masalah2 besar...Bonus? itu lain cite laaa...Yang confirm, aku hilang mood nak keje mcm dulu...buat keje sepenuh hati...dan kepuasan tu tercipta dgn sendiri...klau time Happy Hour mak aihhh...of course le enjoy...:-)

Aku kena buat sesuatu laaa...nak bagi balik mcm asal....aku sendiri rasa tak syok mcm nih...taknak la smpai kena pegi PLKN....takkan nak jumpa fadzillah kamsah...kena ubah nih sebelum parah...project terbaru nih pun dah nak start byk keje...HELP!!!...come on Pip!! U can change it....ada sesapa nak bg ceramah motivasi kat aku nih??

cik mood baik...marilah meresapi semula jasadku ini.....i really need you..!!! i really mean it....

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